I am begging for help, even trying crowd funding!

I am desperate and really need help.  I am severely disabled (with ataxia, among other things), due to my cerebellum shrinking, and Medicare only covers extraction and dentures (dentures are impossible to manage with Ataxia).  So, I took responsibility and got an individual dental policy through Delta Dental, at the cost of $90.39 a month.  However, they require a $500.00 once in a life time payment that I must have by the end of August for capping an $890.00 root canal (which I had to have, after a tooth broke) I paid for, out-of-pocket (which was extremely difficult), in January.  Luckily, there was no pain involved!

THIS IS NOT COSMETIC, IT IS FUNCTIONAL!

Please click this link and help.  http://gfwd.at/SL0t9L

I’m still happily alive, although I sincerely wish euthanasia were legal in New Hampshire.  After all, as an Atheist, as long as my affairs are in order, the choice should be mine.  I believe, when one has outlived their usefulness, and there are no children involved, one should be able to die.

Let me make this very clear:  I AM NOT SUICIDAL!

I do have a question for all the believers reading this, “Why would your higher power give me dysphonia, ataxia, and confine me to a wheelchair?”  Perhaps for shits and giggles.  Well, I’m not laughing.  It isn’t funny.  Your higher power (in whom I have no belief, as I don’t believe in fairy tales) is very vicious and cruel.

Again, given that no one would be hurt, it should be my right to die.

No matter what you're told, or by whom, HIV is a deadly virus.

I really get angry with people who seem to think it's OK to get HIV, because it is a chronic but manageable disease.  Diabetes is a chronic but manageable disease, and I have never met a diabetic who would willingly transfer diabetes to anyone else.  I wish I could say the same for HIV!


Between "bug chasers" and "gift givers", it's no fucking wonder we can't get to zero!  I no longer care about political correctness, offending anyone, or appealing to the masses.  WAKE UP FOLKS!  HIV IS A DEADLY VIRUS, not a gift!


You should worry about getting it!  Having HIV is not attractive and not a club you want to join.


People may disagree with me, but it's time we, as human beings, grew up and stopped bitching and moaning.

I've always been a loner and liked it.

Though self discovery, I have discovered that I have always been a loner and liked it!

When I was a boy, every weekend I would go on an all day bicycle ride to get away from (or escape from) my four siblings, my parents, and my grandmother at home.

I didn't start smoking to belong.  Though, I am a smoker.

I've never had a relationship that lasted more than 16 months.  Usually, I ended them, afraid of getting trapped.  I always sabotaged them.

Seems to me, I highly value my privacy, but I will answer any question I'm asked, and I always answer in a friendly way.  This has me very confused.

I am not a mean person.  People generally like me.

I am 49, like living alone, but am more than willing to move in with anyone to help them out.  I've done it many times in my life.

Happy 2014 to everyone!

I welcome any and all comments.